July 22, 2009 - Dinner
I am lately more aware of my surroundings. I noticed today that the average well-proportioned, gym-toned American male on the subway listens to shitty music on his iPod. Also that this day is the point where cutting myself off from self-medication with food and alcohol means I begin to exhibit all of the symptoms of clinical depression, namely:
- Difficulty concentrating;
- Trapped in prison of own devising;
- Irritability, restlessness;
- Cats judgmental;
- No laughter in Chocolate: The Consuming Passion by Sandra Boynton; paired with
- Desire to read The Tunnel;
- Difficulty concentrating;
- Three-second consideration of train;
- Difficulty concentrating.
My wife, having checked the calories available and made me dinner accordingly.
Love grinding away until it breaks the skin.
| Food | Qty | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Meatloaf, 1 fifth-loaf | 2 | 440 |
| Peas, boiled, 1 oz. | 12 | 144 |
| Salad, 1 oz. | 2 | 60 |
| Total | 644 |