The idea is to Run From Ground Zero, straight into the self. Then months are spent Waiting for the Bang. Personal fears overtake you, but in time and all that reflexive self-sexual identity be boiled out, until, finally, you find yourself truly one of the blessed crowd, unafraid of Missed Connections , and not alone, not seeking, not making yourself unique, just soaking up the human press and feeling the future as a warm rhythm, if only for a moment.