December 17, 2009 - Breakfast
So yesterday I didn't exercise. And now that I have reintroduced steady work into my life I find myself absolutely out of my mind. Nervous, high-blood-pressure, shaky. Paranoid, blocked. Slamming right into a wall of utter despair. I cannot believe that I am doing the work I am doing, and not doing other work. And failing. It kills me that I've ended up where I am. No appetite this morning. I'll meet a friend for lunch. Then go into the office.
| Food | Qty | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Crunch, 1 crunch | 50 | 0 |
| Deep knee bends, 1 | 30 | 0 |
| Lifts, 50 lbs overhead, rep of 10 | 3 | 0 |
| Pushups, fattie knee ones, 10 | 20 | 0 |
| Total | 0 |
Weight: 291.25 lbs