December 7, 2009 - Breakfast
Doing my shaky lifts this morning I cast around for a motivational metaphor. In my quest for non-reactivity am I a hand dipped in a river? A rock in the stream? A leaf in the wind that shakes the barley? A lamp in the darkness? A cellar in a tornado? A screen door in spring? A man on fire? A bird in the hand? A dog at the beach? Hippies and martial arts movies have poisoned everything. I'd say I just am, but they ruined that too. I keep seeing myself in montages and imagining coaches. As if the only way to validate this project is to make a documentary of someone repeatedly yelling at me.
| Food | Qty | Calories |
|---|---|---|
| Cereal, Flaxen, 3/4 c. | 1.3 | 147 |
| Cereal, Kashi, 1 c. | 120 | |
| Milk, no fat, 1 c. | 90 | |
| Total | 357 |
Weight: 295.5 lbs