Then to New York

Coming to the city, and what I found there.

In 1996 I moved to New York. I was fresh in the workforce, and found a position at a small Internet firm, paid not-enough. A woman I’d dated in college told me she would not want to see me again; I began to chronicle my experiences and publish them to the Web. Whoever I was at that point is lost to me now. I would not do it again, but there I was, full of campus memories and only in the city a year, trying to put things into perspective.

In 1997, my grandfather began a long slide towards death, living in more and more pain as sections of his already ill-heart stopped functioning. I took a textual

Dec 31, 1999 · Post

NYC

Alone and loveless, go seeking. This is a very small collection of places in New York that resonate with the author.
Dec 1, 1997 · Post

Family Snapshot

Beginning to understand my grandfather will die.
Jul 5, 1998 · Post

06 Jul 98

How I came to New York I
Dec 12, 1997 · Post

13 Dec 97

Old cover letter
Apr 25, 1998 · Post

26 Apr 98

You Don’t Own Me
Apr 26, 1998 · Post

27 Apr 98

Phone Call (1)
Feb 3, 1998 · Post

04 Feb 98

A plastic teddy bear and whores.
Feb 7, 1998 · Post

08 Feb 98

As I’m writing these little blurbs, I’m listening to Elliott Smith, and he sings about the Ftrain. Good to see the kids rocking out. This is about work angst, of course.
Feb 14, 1998 · Post

15 Feb 98

The Coming War
Feb 23, 1998 · Post

24 Feb 98

Slight return
May 29, 1998 · Post

30 May 98

The National Interior Monologue on Race
Jun 1, 1998 · Post

02 Jun 98

Paging Tom Peters
Dec 26, 1997 · Post

Social Life

They come; they see me; they have their own lives to attend to
Oct 24, 1997 · Post

Auf Wiedersehn, Scheide

A story of loss and sadness, and the absence of sex, and Kathie Lee, and milky thighs, and so forth.
Dec 6, 1997 · Post

Alone for the Holidays

Thanksgiving, at a movie theater. The woman behind me bursts out in tears.
Mar 14, 1998 · Post

15 Mar 98

Airplane Woes
Mar 28, 1998 · Post

Traveling

My first experience with business travel
May 13, 1998 · Post

14 May 98

A Straighforward Philosophy
May 18, 1998 · Post

19 May 98

Memory Brief
Mar 19, 1998 · Post

20 Mar 98

Another Literary Error
Mar 24, 1998 · Post

25 Mar 98

Drunken Entry
Apr 5, 1998 · Post

06 Apr 98

Jim Esch Appreciation Week
Apr 7, 1998 · Post

08 Apr 98

I Face Global Banking for the Very First Time
Apr 9, 1998 · Post

10 Apr 98

A High Station in Life
Apr 14, 1998 · Post

15 Apr 98

The End of My Speechwriting Career
May 21, 1998 · Post

22 May 98

Workplace Diary
Apr 16, 1998 · Post

17 Apr 98

Cover Letter
Apr 18, 1998 · Post

19 Apr 98

All the Old Letters
Apr 2, 1998 · Post

Overheard

Mandatory eavesdropping.
Dec 30, 1997 · Post

New Years, Pearls

I went over and touched the pearls. “Are they real?” “No.”
Jun 23, 1998 · Post

24 Jun 98

A Thing to Do
Jan 31, 1999 · Post

After

The first in a series about my dying grandfather. Death; it’s something no writer can leave be.
Feb 3, 1999 · Post

Apnea

Another on the death of my grandfather. He was a good fellow. I miss him.
Jan 23, 1999 · Post

Meeting Sally Field

I met Sally Field, and found that she was mortal, and could not shoot laser beams from her eyes.
Jan 16, 1999 · Post

Taste for Today

A wee stylistic experiment without much bearing on any larger reality.
Mar 9, 1999 · Post

Montclair

Around now in the project I was grasping for ideas. It was a painful process. I was not just out of ideas; I was out of life
Jan 18, 1999 · Post

Sign/Request

A little story and a little sign, neither one of much note.
Jan 17, 1999 · Post

Meandering Entry

Dreams and what dreams are and aren’t and oh God, I’m so deep, I’m the deepest man you’ll ever meet, won’t you please get in touch and tell me how deep I am. God help my poor readers.
Dec 27, 2000 · Post

Grandfather

Stories about my grandfather, whom I wish was still here.
Apr 1, 1999 · Post

Trip Home

Trying to sort things out; an essay with archival value if little merit.
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